Random Thoughts//
Saturday, August 16, 2014 @ 9:01 AM
Day by day. Minute passes minute. I'm getting bigger. I'm growing rapidly. And yes of course, memories will always be behind, making a backward every seconds but the sad thing is, they keep haunting me and start getting on my nerves. They are killing me silently and constantly. They always has been.
It's August 16 now. I'm 17. I'm gonna be an adult in a blink of eyes. And I don't think so I will able to survive outside there. I don't even own a thought that I'm gonna be okay once I step out from high school, make new friends, be with them for years and graduate eventually. I don't think so slipping through the old memories gonna make me stronger, better or best. They make me worst. They do. But I'm gonna get rid of them, forget everything, make new history and BUCK THEM ALL.
People grow. People change and learn from past. I changed. I really did. Some like the new me. Some doesn't. I consider that's a life. Some pay respect. Some give hates. Beyond those memories that keep haunting, I constantly get supports from my family and my friends too. Well, it's enough. It's okay. It's just right. I don't need other humans support except them. I don't know what would I do if they leave me.
Seriously, those who give hates will never taste loves. I'm really sure of this! Just bear in mind, it's not them that navigate inside you. Thing that navigates you is it's you, yourself. Just do what you feel right and be SWAG. Stop thinking about others and let's start thought about yours.
Just smile and be happy.
You Mean A Lot To Me//
Sunday, April 28, 2013 @ 3:42 PM
Watching you from afar makes me feel calm. You are the defination of calmness. You smile, I'll smile eventhough I can't. You sad, I'll be at down. You mean a lot to me. Keep adorable. Keep smiling because you look better and beautiful.
I keep asking myself, non-stop. "Does the person you like know your exist?" I keep wondering. But nevermind, I still feel blessed to still be here, watching you from afar. As I mentioned, you're the defination of calmness.... and PERFECTION. I still can't get what makes you look so special to me but not others.
Sometimes, I wish you were here, sitting next to me, talking about random stuff, watching a movie with me until late night.
"Janganlah kau bersedih, cause everything's gonna be okay."
Without You, I'm Just Me//
Friday, August 3, 2012 @ 5:38 PM
Hi, how are you? I'm good here. I need some times to revive my blog. Well, I just want to say thanks for those who hate me. It made me live with more confident and cougrage. Trust me, everything happens for reasons.
"Be good with others and they'll be good to you as well."
Try imagine that one day I'll step my foot in Paris. Yes, in Paris. Sighting the hurly-burly of the city at the peak of Eiffel Tower. It would be fun and could pacify one's mind. And of course, I'll buy lot of keychain shape of Paris there, hung them to my pencil box and show to my friends. I'll snap albums of photos and only my family that will accompany me there. Yes my family.
People Don't Deserve to Be Hated//
Saturday, May 12, 2012 @ 8:26 PM
Life is funny sometimes. Friends who always support you suddenly become an enemy of you. Friends who often praise you in the front, condemn you at the back. How do you feel when someone hates you without good reason? What are you going to do when a person mocks you in front of his friends?
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You might ask what you did wrong. What have you done as they hate you very much. Your good deed always been misinterpreted. It's very painful. I'm not always strong. I'm not a heartless robot. I can't deal all of this. Like I said, people do change. No matter who you are. Male or female.
My mum always says, "Don't mind the people who hates you. They hate you because they are jealous of what you have." Mama also said, "Don't respond to their taunt and if so, you're one of them. That means, you're just like them."
People can hurt you, break your heart and they will.