Day by day. Minute passes minute. I'm getting bigger. I'm growing rapidly. And yes of course, memories will always be behind, making a backward every seconds but the sad thing is, they keep haunting me and start getting on my nerves. They are killing me silently and constantly. They always has been.

It's August 16 now. I'm 17. I'm gonna be an adult in a blink of eyes. And I don't think so I will able to survive outside there. I don't even own a thought that I'm gonna be okay once I step out from high school, make new friends, be with them for years and graduate eventually. I don't think so slipping through the old memories gonna make me stronger, better or best. They make me worst. They do. But I'm gonna get rid of them, forget everything, make new history and BUCK THEM ALL.

People grow. People change and learn from past. I changed. I really did. Some like the new me. Some doesn't. I consider that's a life. Some pay respect. Some give hates. Beyond those memories that keep haunting, I constantly get supports from my family and my friends too. Well, it's enough. It's okay. It's just right. I don't need other humans support except them. I don't know what would I do if they leave me.

Seriously, those who give hates will never taste loves. I'm really sure of this! Just bear in mind, it's not them that navigate inside you. Thing that navigates you is it's you, yourself. Just do what you feel right and be SWAG. Stop thinking about others and let's start thought about yours.